Reflecting on my current situation, my emotions feel like they are visiting an amusement park. Some days they’re on the merry-go-round, other days they’re on the Takabisha at Fuji-Q Highland in Fujiyoshida, Japan. There’s no itinery so each day is an adventure in itself. I quite often have that feeling in my belly – you know the one – just as you’re coming to the top of the rollercoaster when the ride slows down and teases you of the mix of terror and exhilaration you are about to feel. You scream and tighten your grip as the ride begins to move forward and you realise you want to get off …